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【私人产物】害怕，论14岁的大神是怎么变成如今的咸鱼

防雷不打tag，已经爆炸 
说说神夏s4e2，那个妹妹 
5年前，初二，看了神夏s1，仿佛疯魔地重读了探案集和看了众多网路上的解析。然后不知是出于意识过剩满足自我脑补的快感，在人生中最开始的几节自习课上，写下了grey eyes这个词。 
sister
only mycroft knows her（as the third Holmes） exist
jiont with moriarty
turn to Greek by accident when she was really young,most time she was not in Britain
good at guns, make up and psychological（compared with two brothers, she is more depends on it） 
know music,draws,and words（best）
like to play tricks on her brothers,especially those awful tricks（she is like a criminal） 
have a different understanding on living and human,look down to them
rather than arlen, she is a sweet lady
这是五年后我能想起的（那个最初的笔记本还在然而不在身边），可笑的是回忆中那通篇的英文（没错十分中二的设定用的全英文）表达比现在的我做的都好 
当然写大纲时做不到纯英文，只是对话是英文（为了语感） 
whats the funny is,我没有真的写了grey eyes的外貌人设，grey eyes这个词也是为了表现她那种游离在道德边缘和看低远离人群的精神状态，这可能是她身上唯一不太改变的东西了。一个擅长伪装转换身份看透人心的女人。 
she can sees the truth of everything,even though her exist is a fake
她看到的一切都是真相，然而她的存在却是假的 
不过与神夏还是有不同，grey eyes到最后死去都没有承认自己是个Holmes
以及east wind这个梗简直了！！！！！表白魔法特！！！！ 
最后让我放飞自我吧！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！Im flying！！！！I know！！！！！！！！ 
I must add eurus to my note once i get it,for god seek SHE IS REAL！

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s4e3补档，首先庆祝完结撒花
道德观淡漠，对心理行为学的积极兴趣，back for Sherlock，任性
and she is trying to save herself, from her hands.
thats what i didn't expect, Because i write grey eyes as a dead in the end
不是没考虑过一个从小（那个年龄段）就体现出高智商，之后成长环境又脱离正常人群的人在成为An adult之后会以什么形态生活。但以我的5年前的构造力没有做到这点，所以一切关于grey eyes的信息都是透过Sherlock and mycroft他们来描述的。but eurus，she is a full character，with her childhood,her living environment，and the most important,what she want from Sherlock.
she is still a Holmes, unlike the grey eyes.
grey eyes说不承认是个Holmes时，我还天真又中二的想着，这是为了反抗过去，反抗那些记忆和背叛。
却没有想到，当grey eyes对一切过去扣上disagree这一词时，就已经抹杀了她渴求人性的一面。
这里我需要承认一点，为了让Sherlock忘了她的存在并且grey eyes在Sherlock近乎30年的记忆里不再出现，我在那本note里写着。
she is stolen from the home since four,and her first killing is at six in Greek.
那时没有彻底分析她为什么没有在得到行动力的时候回家，现在我看到了一个可能性，
through her incredible brain, she couldn't sees the necessary to go back. in case of, she has destroy the part of her emotion,the part are willing to have connectation with those people whom she used to love
放在eurus的身上讲，她的飞机在升空不久就在空中爆炸了。
she is the bomber.
thats why i killed her at last in my note,she is a pure criminal,couldn't be solved, even for Sherlock.
不过也有相杀这一结局，不过我智商是真的不够了XD
还有，关于年龄差这点居然也对了，具体数字记不清，但福夏年龄差＞妹夏年龄差，grey eyes对Sherlock的关注度大于mycroft也是有这一点考虑的

说点题外，Victor不是那个Sherlock在寄宿学校时的第一个朋友吗？
虽然在整部小说里不起眼，但对Sherlock这可是个里程碑啊，把他放在这里还死的这么早造成了蝴蝶效应，魔法特你们是干大事啊！